Its in the palm of you hand.

I found this picture from Numerologist.com 
on face book.
For me it says everything is in the palm of your hand, you have all you need, just realize it.

It's Raining, It's pouring....

Oh today is a grey grey day, it's raining.
But I feel better, for the last few days I have felt that my brain was full of stuffing, I felt clogged, irritable and snappy.
I have a few copping mechanisms for when depression hits but even those were struggling.
I did have a revelation... I am allowed to relax and take a day for me. For me this was big as I do find it hard to relax, I work for myself and feel I should always be doing something. I mostly work the hardest at weekends when I take my creations out to the general public.

One of the reasons for me feeling better is I think the weather broke. I believe the pressure systems have an effect on my brain. Today it feels like the stuffing has been removed and I can go ahhhhhhhh.
Today I am feeling chilled and my fussy cat has deemed my lap worth and his.

So does anyone else find weather pressure systems affect their mood?

Raindrops by me.

Wow how time fly's....

Today I feel old. My oldest has turned 13, he is now a teenager!!!
It only feels like yesterday that I was holding him in my arms and now he would squish me.

So today is full of birthday wishes and excited children and special treats.
I hope you all have a special day too.

Today was a good day.

Today was a good day.
The sun has finally showed up and it makes all the difference seeing such bright light enhancing all the colours of nature.
I also picked up a new to me printer for only £16.01 and it came with two new toners!!! Its brilliant as our old one was struggling.
This also means I can get creative and print some bits and pieces.
I also did the shopping on our budget and had change left over, lastly I have baked banana cupcakes for lunch boxes for the children. Strange thing is the child who will eat anything didn't like them but the fussy one did... you can't win.
So it may have been mundane every day stuff, but the sun shined on me.

Right I find it hard to share so I am going to kind of write this to myself.
I have depression.
Some days are better than others, some days are very dark blue nearly black.
One of the ways I have recently used to help me cope is to surround my self with positive messages.
I have one near where I sit and work, I have a little book of positivity in the loo. As all Mum's know sometime the loo is the only time to your self!
The messages help. Today the one by my seat is "My home is a peaceful haven."
I want this to be true for my home and at times more often than not it is.

One of my favourite things is this:

Water is strong and flexible, it can level mountains and caress a flower. Such strength, Such care.

I try to be like water.

Okay, I am going to try something new and start my blog again.
I hope to use this to share about my life, love and creativity.

So please bear with me and come back soon.